Relationship matter: can you give me advice?

Hello from Rome 🙂

I’ve been living in Rome for almost a year and a half now. I came here for love and had nothing but a 5hour part-time when I got here. I broke up with my boyfriend and ended up living on my own, it was hard and I’d say it was a little dark period in my journey but I also found so much kindness from people that barely knew me. So I decided to stay in Rome anyway. I wanted to do it for myself this time. after the initial struggle, I ended up teaching PE in schools and mini-sports after schools and yoga at a university. I fell in love with basketball once again after having quit 3 years ago and ended up playing in series C, I started taking guitar lessons once again and have had vocal trinity exams accomplished too.

I have done so much this year and am really glad I followed my intuition, but lately, something has been taking some of my positivity away. It’s 2.30 in the morning and I can’t get myself to sleep. It has been happening pretty often lately and I’m starting to realise that I might be feeling homesick or more like family-sick as they are all over the world hehe. I was hoping to get some advice from anyone who has been through it, I know it is normal, just wondered whether you found any methods or tricks that helped you feel better 🙂

Much love,

Have you ever thought about me?

Falling in love with someone is complicated than you thought. When you tried to follow someone, they didn’t know that. They ever have no ideas about it. They think that it’s simple a close friendships. and I guess that you will find the answer for this question: ” have you ever thought about me” many times in your life. 
Ask this question to someone you like, some one you love, and someone you give your heart to. If their question are yes, no, or nothing. So what you plan to do? Are you craze, feel pain, get hurt or just throw it away from your mind and get a new life without him/her?
Hard question with hardest answer.